the thing is i was lying on the couch...ecc102 lab...yes home for all the loosers in ********..........
anyways ..unlike everyday that day i was ready and pumped-up for my quiz when Tyson told me the class was cancelled, and finally i did my phys HW, when i came to know the due date change to after sprign brk.................so stunned but happy i was lying half-asleep and glancing at the clock that makes this kiiling sound every 4 mins before an hour. then someone says i'm not allowed to lie on the couch (as a posting on the wall right above the couch)...i said **** that, and tried to get a 2 hr nap......(lol)....
but then all the kids started popping up and started discussing cause they had an exam or some...whatever...then i stared at every single one of those monkeys....(Rav44, Dari, Dhapus, Bhai, Tyson, ....and other apes...hahahaha shhh)
anyways then there were other creatures there too....when it struck me everyone was arguing to make a point cause they wanted their concept to be right cause only then that single person could pass the exam that they could or have already messed up.....but genius like Rav_44 don't care......and Dari was just looking around and smiling as he was confident..but some people were cu***ing the teacher..some the graders and some saying they were tired or it's too hard for an exam...it's really confusing that all these people got visa and are in US of A...in ECC102 lab and in front of me...we're all so different but we all had to go throught the same experince.........
i came home and i knew my spring brk was gonna be a wreck......something happened over that time........i got mad and .... well (NO not the HULK) but i just kept my mouth shut..(if only)....i simply just wanted to get my answer why are we so different but so same...no body is any different but everyone is an individual... that one single moment in ECC...that 4 mins was a weird moment... and right now am drunk like hell................
and i guess writing is not for drunks.....besides i had forgotten my password in to sajha a long time ago until i tried my stupid old paswd...and i got in........this is F***ing funny.......sorry ... this is a reminder to my roomies
cause they're always on this stupid website......arghh F***.....I am so drunk and sorry for wasting your time.... well i guess this really is a place for people like us where we have the full right to post our shits...god bless our life and our half-alseep-awake-drunkenness..... this is more than i wanted....... this is free, this is like the same shit going on in nepal's rajniti, except people who give it all are trated like shit and people who know a shit load of SHIT about it...sit on the shitty seat and shit out their crap for all the worthless shitters who are there to wipes them' arrs.....

god bless education............it help......that's what we need, that's what a peaceful and wholesome country needs....that's what the so claimed used to be kingdom of NEPAL needs....atlest...then there's money, power and them' all people need some personality........it's freaking insight and a realisation........

realisation is a dynamic act...like a thought
decision making is static act...like the act you perform after realization and before u'r physical act
performance ... making and putting it into affect is all that we need. but we need to unite...it's time to bring about a new WELL desctruction..i can feel, we can all feel it.....but i guess sitting down on my ass and wrtiing shit won't help people back home....but the minimal hope that i have, and hopefully that we all ahve shall give us the power, the courage, the strength to do it all......lets make a new and better NEPAL.......

i know, i know easier said than done........ but u'r not me and i'm not u..freak!!!
let make a move.....cause trust me on this one that 0.0......1% of hope is all we need and all we have...and again is all we need to make things better......now descide.......what is better for you....but reemmmmmm tis' not about just you, is about all of us.....don't be stupidly selfish....will hurt u back.....

well am drunk.... next time when i get more drunk or high am-a gonna post some more .. until them am off to college and then to school canteen where i'm the best employee....and yes i do wash dishesh, cleen floors, but trust me I am the best.....and am glad i can make a difference atleast somewhere atleast somehow....what the F*** have u done......do some and let people acknowledge u...then we shall be even......

later....... 

P.S.: Dhapus sorry if them's wreck u'r computer braw...........i can't see where's all our F***ing brain is